When I look in the mirror now I don’t see the terrified child who was
systematically abused, both mentally and physically. If you passed me in
the street, you wouldn’t notice either. You might see the small scar on
my neck that was inflicted by a knife being pressed to my throat. You
might notice a lump on my left wrist where the bones didn’t heal
properly after it was fractured. You might notice small scars on my arms
where I was used as a live ashtray. But you won’t see the scars that
are deep inside me – the ones which take a lifetime to heal. They’re
ingrained in me, trapped under the surface like fish under a frozen
lake, waiting for the moment when the surface cracks and they can come
to life again. These mental scars are the demons that haunted me when I
was at my lowest point. They came out to torment me, rearing their ugly
head in the darkness. Then they would retreat again for a time, making
me think I’d got over what happened to me, only to show up when I least
expected it. But with every year that passed, I learnt how to handle the
demons more. Every sick and twisted thing that happened in my childhood
has made me into the woman I am today. I’m a survivor.
My name is Sarah and this is my story…
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